Delores

(álbum: Make It Through Fall - 2018)

Back in the day
I had nothing to say but I believe that you been leaning on leaving running away
And I know that it hurts
But that's not gonna work
I know the feeling of fleeing demons
But they always return

'Cause I've been running since was younging
You know I've been tryna grow some other way
I lost my health and my wealth
I'm still dreaming of leaving this world every goddamn day
'Cause I can't do anything without feeling like I'm right on the verge of collapse
Tryna stay sane but I'm always in pain, what a shame that the good times came and passed so

Please don't say that there's something inside you
I don't want to hang, no I don't really like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It's all the same, we're all the same

I'm all that's left and you know best
So tell me how I'll fuck up next
We'll hold this sadness in our chest
Like every time
I hate this

You were the last one to know
Now that you're all alone
But I believe I hear you breathing there on your side of the phone
And I know he's a jerk
And you're tired from work
Wish I could say it's okay but honestly, I'm not sure

I'm isolating, staying patient, coming out the basement on my own
I'm separated by the decimation of the life I called my home
Leave me be, just let me fucking bleed my heart out on the stones
I'm dedicated to the deprivation, can't wait to die alone so

Please don't say there's something inside you
I don't want to hang, no I don't really like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It's all the same, we're all the same

I'm all that's left and you know best
So tell me how I'll fuck up next
We'll hold this sadness in our chest
Like every time
I hate this

And please don't say that you hate being lied to
I don't want to date, no I don't even like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It hurts the same If we go or stay

Please don't say there's something inside you
I don't want to hang, no I don't really like you
But I wouldn't say that I'm nothing like you
It's all the same, we're all the same

I'm all that's left and you know best
So tell me how I'll fuck up next
We'll hold this sadness in our chest
Like every time
I hate this