these r the bad times

Hears something I'm not to know
Say something and let it go
There's something wrong here
(I don't belong here)
Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this xan and mix it up
I'm doing fine, dear
(You don't belong here, no)

When's the last time that you had a good day?
Is everything okay?
I know the tell tales
I know the bad signs
I was there in the bad times
Are you alright?
Why won't you tell me?
I want to help, please
You can still fight
I know it hurts
I just want to help without letting you down first

I'm sorry about all of the outbursts
It's just that I'm spiraling downwards
It feels like I'm falling and
I don't know if I'll wake up
Or if I'll hit the ground first
I'm as alone as the first time
Always alone at the worst times
I'm gone when you need me
Should've believed me when I said I was the worst kind
I know nothing's alright
Staying up all night
Sleeping all day just to pass time
These are the bad times, yeah
These are the bad times

When was the last time that you had a good day?
No, nothing is okay, nothing is okay
I'm hoping for some change
In my head space
Maybe one day

Hears something I'm not to know
Say something and let it go
There's something wrong here
(I don't belong here)
Pour some more up in my cup
Crush this xan and mix it up
I'm doing fine, dear
(You don't belong here, no)