Symptomatic

(álbum: Lost Years - 2023)

Story classy, gives more time
She wanna throw down but
It's alright, go ahead and fight me
I'ma just go home now
Love is dead now, love is past
Replace me with my better half
Now I'm all on my own
Burning out, no progress
I need the process
I'm lost and I can't stop
The only thing that I protect
I know you see what you meant to me
Pray to God I haven't peaked
I need to be alone

I've been running [?], tell me why I'm here
Lose everything that I once held dear
No happiness for me, I fear
Numb my brain 'til it runs out of my ears
And I'm not gonna stop, pull it fast when I pop
Tucking the stash when we dash from the cops
Part of the sea, but there's brine in the crop
Would've left it for you if you asked me to stop but
She don't get what I'm saying
Why do I try to explain it?
Why are you always sedated?
Never as happy as when she was staying
But I knew she'd leave eventually
Now watch me ruin everything
I'm better off alone

I've been isolating and running up my debt
I hate the way you play, I know you haven't missed me yet
And I've been running, running, running back
There just ain't no running left in me
Swallowing my pride now, I have been replaced
We haven't talked in months, I miss you screaming in my face
And I've been burning, burning, burning out
But there just ain't no fire left in me

'Cause I haven't left this room since the [?]
Going through changes, I'm doing my phases
But I can't erase this feeling I know so well

So, so, so, so bond to the one I hate
A little truth to fade, and I raise these stakes
Done with the fake, I'm moving away
It's in my bones, yeah, these are the breaks
And it's alright that she's in the wind
And time heals all if we all just pretend
That we gave our all and it just wouldn't mend
I hope I never see you again 'cause
Every time that I see you
I wanna believe you
But every time all we do is fight
Forgot that I'm so see-through
And you've always been a mystery
And we've got too much history
It's time to block your phone
And now she says that she hates me
Always trying to break me
Go ahead and replace me
Just ask your new dude how I taste, please
I hope you know that I hate your guts and
I've finally had enough
I'm better on my own

I've been isolating and running up my debt
I hate the way you play, I know you haven't missed me yet
And I've been running, running, running back
There just ain't no running left in me
Swallowing my pride now, I have been replaced
We haven't talked in months, I miss you screaming in my face
And I've been burning, burning, burning out
But there just ain't no fire left in me