Brokn

Tell me something I don't know
Prone to cancellations and no-shows
Can't please Mom, can't hold no jobs
'Cause a normal life's a place that I won't go (No)
Sleep all day, party all night
Two shots, two blunts, can I get a light?
And home-girl's saying "slow down, whoa now
I thought that you were here for the fast life." (Yeah)
'Cause I go where I want, where I please now
And I know pretty soon I'm gonna rest in peace
How did you see something there inside of me
When I don't even believe in myself now?
I thought long and hard about the pain that I'm in
If I did all over again, I would do it again
'Cause the past is the past and I know it's not fair
But nothing is okay, so I really don't care

'Cause I'm as broken as I seem
I really need to learn to do what's right for me
And you could never fix me, I'll never be alright
But you can hold my hand if you never ask me why

Love high, drive faster, faster
Turns out I'm a fucking disaster
'Cause all my life I've been wasting time
I can waste yours too, if it matters
You can hold me if you want to
See, either way, pretty soon I'm gonna haunt you
I'm a ghost inside, I'm the darkest knight
You can build your walls, I'll walk right through
'Cause I'm still standing on my own two feet
But my time is quickly passing, what the hell happened to me?
'Cause I'm a cursed young man, with an old man's heart
I'ma take my time, I'ma live real hard
'Cause I could break this mold or I could play my part
'Cause my mind wants both, going back and forth

'Cause I'm as broken as I seem
I really need to learn to do what's right for me
And you could never fix me, I'll never be alright
But you can hold my hand if you never ask me why

I'm staring to the distance
Straight to the horizon
Lost in my own head
Still conquered and divided
I'm staring at the ceiling
Scared and undecided
I don't know what to do
And I don't know how to hide it

'Cause I'm as broken as I seem
I really need to learn to do what's right for me (I don't know how to hide it)
And you could never fix me, I'll never be alright
But you can hold my hand if you never ask me why (I don't know how to hide it)