Negative

My psychopathic tendencies
They seem to get the best of me
I'd love to break your heart, you see
Just stay the hell away from me

Yeah
I thought you knew me
I thought you knew I was fucked up
I told you over and over
All you would give me was tough love
When I was going through my worst
When I thought the only way out was a hearse
Everyone thinks that I'm so down to earth
But I know the power I hold in my words
They're always so negative
I don't wanna be negative
I want you to know that you're relevant
That you matter and you'll get ahead of it
That you can get past the impediment
That you're made of more than just sediment
I know it's rough with your parents but
You got a chance at repairing it
I thought you knew me, yeah
You acting like you could see through me
Couldn't believe you would actually choose me
It didn't feel right for a month
You asked me to put up a front
Like why are you keeping this secret?
Who are you hiding me from?

I'll do whatever you want
I know it's never enough
I was [?]
Mom gets upset when I bring that shit up
But this isn't fair to me
It's fucking embarrassing
Asked where you were and you lied
I couldn't do this to you if I tried

My psychopathic (yeah) tendencies (I don't wanna be negative)
They seem to get the best of me
I'd love to break your heart, you see
Just stay the hell away from me

I thought you knew me
You honestly felt so familiar
Like we'd met each other before
In a dream that I couldn't remember
What am I fighting this for?
What am I really afraid of?
I'll never give up on myself
Some of us didn't forget where we came from
I thought you knew me
I'm not a fan of commitment
You say it's you or the music
I gotta take care of my business
And my feelings are valid
Even if you're not about it
I finally know what I'm worth
Try to talk down on me, I won't allow it
I don't wanna be negative
I wanna tell you that you not defined by your past
People will notice you giving your max
[?] better, the pressure will pass
You up to the task, I promise
I know that you're giving the effort
You're going above and beyond
Stressing about it till it makes your chest hurt

Everyone's searching for peace
[?] healthy release
I hope that I'm helping you see
That all that you need is yourself and belief
But my life is imperative
And I have to take care of it
Asked who you were and you lied
I couldn't do this to you if I tried

My psychopathic tendencies (I don't wanna be negative)
They seem to get the best of me
I'd love to break your heart, you see
Just stay the hell