Muddy

Late nights and early mornings
Paid flight and stage frights, I'm still exhausted
The pays nice, the fames type but it not important
All I want is to go rest my head somewhere exotic
Careful what you wish for, I wished and then I got it
And then I gotta get more, it's addictive, this is hunting
But yo, it's funny 'cause they thinking that I'm famous
They asking me for pictures, they just want it for the sakes
It's kinda crazy, they don't even wanna know my fucking name
And it's just heinous, they wanna be around me 'cause I made it
But I ain't shit, I ain't rich, man, I still staring at a blank check
I still pull out my last 10 bucks to tip the waitress
Ha, it's kinda strange how it works, hey
You celebrate like everyday is our birthday
We smoking to relax and we drinking to forget
And we wake up in the morning and we deeper in our desp
It's crazy

Neva said, I didn't like this life
I never said didn't wanted all this
I pour drink and then it might feel right
I keep forgeting why we got like this
Pour another 20 in the tank, rolling through the city
Some muddy in my drink, yo

Some muddy in my drink
No money in my bank
Give a fuck what y'all think, ha

I quited drinking, took a break and then I relapsed
So now I take a shot and I can feel it in my knee caps
It's like I need when I'm working under pressure
'Cause that hangover was crazy, they like Merk you gotta get up
But I can't, I'm contented inside this hotel room
Late check out, [?] we gotta go by noon
I'm in the lobby and I'm waiting on deposits for no damage
But there's roaches on the carpet, spill vodka on the mattress
Honestly, thought that we did the show and went to sleep
At that point I was so drunk, I blanked out [?]
So I get angry 'till eventually they gave me cash
And them I'm taking that and dropping it all on the tank of gas, yeah
The next city is a six hour drive, I wake up, we arrive and see these kids outside
Promoter trynna form them in a big guest line
And we pop another bottle 'cause it's almost show time
Like fuck it

Neva said, I didn't like this life
I never said I didn't wanted all this
I pour drink and then it might feel right
I keep forgetting why we got like this
Pour another 20 in the tank, rolling through the city
Some muddy in my drink, yo

Some muddy in my drink
No money in my bank
Give a fuck what y'all think, ha