I'd Be Lying

(album: Stay Awake - 2023)

I've been driving with my eyes closed head back
Lying in the wreckage of our love
Thought we made a packed
That our love would last forever
At least that's what you said to me

Got my tight jeans on and my hair back
Do you still think that I'm funny
When I dance like that?
Did my lips red like you like it
Do you still like it?

Oh, I've been losing sleep
Writing another stupid song and
I've been dying and obsessing like
I did something wrong
I've been hating on you
And professing we are through but
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't
Thinking about you

I take all those stupid things
That I said back
You did nothing if I'm honest
To deserve that
You always said we'd last forever
Is that different to eternity?

Oh, I've been losing sleep
Writing another stupid song and
I've been dying and obsessing like
I did something wrong
I've been hating on you
And professing we are through but
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't
Thinking about you

I've been losing sleep
Thinking of how things could've been and
Feeling paralysed
Contemplating our separate lives
Lying awake till the sunrise
I thought we found paradise
You said we'd last forever
Guess that makes you a liar

I would be lying, be lying if I said
I would be lying, be lying if I said

Oh, I've been losing sleep
Writing another stupid song and
I've been dying and obsessing like
I did something wrong
I've been hating on you
And professing we are through but
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't
Thinking about you