Threefaced

(album: Secrets - 2020)

Wells
I don't know if I should do like an actual intro or not but if this is good enough I'll just leave it in 'cause fuck it, why not?

Looking out for fakes, cleaning out my garden, mow the grass
I've been tryna smoke away my pain and smoke away my past
Got a smile on my face right now, I hope that this shit lasts
People tell me I need help, the only thing I do is laugh
Put on a mask, why you two-faced? In pain, got a toothache
I can never sleep, always staying up, stay up late
Words stuck inside my throat, don't know what I'm gon' say
I don't like to follow rules, don't think I'ma behave

Don't need help, I'll be okay
Can't fall asleep, always stay up late
Death on my mind, on my mind all day
Tryna cut it out, I've been tryna change
I try, you lie
Tears from my eyes, struggle to survive

I got some dark thoughts every night, but I don't wanna worry anyone
Stress, it's on my back, it's on my shoulders and it weighs a ton
Smile on my face to hide the pain, I'm never having fun
(Tryna run away from this cycle, I'm tryna fucking run)
Try but never can succeed
Lies you told me, can't believe
Better come correct, watch your tone when you come and talk to me
Need you, but you wanna leave
Said, "Come back," you wanna plead
I don't want you back in my life 'cause there is no fucking need

Talking to myself
Wonder about my health
Life feels like a Hell
Secrets to myself
Drift away, set sail
Vitals start to fail
Skin slowly turns pale
Take my soul for sale

(Tryna change my path, but it's hard to change my ways)
(I've only got my mic, it's my only form of escape)