Colorblind

Slow down
I know you wanna understand
So I'll explain the best I can
What this pain feels like

It's hard
Cause even as I'm sitting here
I would rather disappear
Then face the world outside

I'm floating
In a violent sky
I'm okay
Well maybe not
(Here it comes again)

So I breathe
Am I gonna drown
You'll be fine
I say it out loud
I should let
Someone know
Maybe when I'm better
So I breathe
Will it ever end
You'll be fine
I say it again
I should let
Someone know

That something doesn't feel right
It's like I'm colorblind
Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine

It sucks
Cause everything's in black and white
And I can't say I'm numb inside
Cause that just sounds so dark

It's hard
Cause even as we're sitting here
I'm fighting off a constant fear
But no one sees that part

It's like I'm floating
In a blacked out sky
You think you're okay
But then you're not
(Here it comes again)

So I breathe
Am I gonna drown
You'll be fine
I say it out loud
I should let
Someone know
Maybe when I'm better
So I breathe
Will it ever end
You'll be fine
I say it again
I should let
Someone know

That something doesn't feel right
It's like I'm colorblind
Cause everybody's world's in color
Except for mine