Silhouette

(album: HAREM - 2020)

I don't know how far I will go
Make my dreams come true on this great venture
I won't keep my feelings from stopping me
These things that make me wanna quit
Only make me stronger in the end
Even though I feel cold, I know you all got me

Aye, back when I was fifteen
Didn't think I'd make this music shit into my dream
I just wanted to succeed
I just wanted to be me
And I never thought that people would look up to me
And sub to me, I know eventually
I'm gonna get so big that it'll be astounding
Counting up my money, shit I'll never stop counting
Make it to the top, will my hometown doubt me?
People see you winning and they get hella childish
Shit, I've been through it all
But when I think for a sec I don't regret it at all
'Cause I only am who I am for my mistakes and all
I didn't start off great, I never made good bank
Way back in 2017 right when my life would change
I posted music with my homies, made some pocket change
Grew up my fanbase with Force, and met a familiar face
He went by Yun, let me tell you how this dude would change my fate, aye
The constant grind, he would motivate
It's kinda hard to explain, without this dude in my lane
I woulda never changed
Then I met Francesca just as my life was getting better
But homie that don't mean I don't feel down, like
Met the Virgins and the homies and I settled down
Focused on my music, I don't wanna be a meme now
Always on the search for something that I'm not
I was always blind, I couldn't see what I had got
But now that my eyes are open, I swear to God I'll never close them
They say in kindergarten, baby, you get what you get
That's just a lie, you scream and shout at life until you content
If you ain't living how you love then you ain't living yet

I don't know how far I will go
Make my dreams come true on this great venture
I won't keep my feelings from stopping me
These things that make me wanna quit
Only make me stronger in the end
Even though I feel cold, I know you all got me

Or, there's some when you start waking up and you don't have a purpose, and you're just existing, and you're not doing anything for yourself, man
I'm telling you, it rots you
You have to ensure, that there's at least something that you're living for
That you're going for
That you're always gonna be, like, passionate about
That you're striving toward
Because, if you're not doing anything, and you're just, like, existing with no sort of pull or direction or goal
It-you will be su-it will fucking turn your brain into mush, nigga
Always have to be you always have
Don't be no motherfucker just sitting down
Go do something with life, man
Go make something happen
You wanna see some change in the world?
Go do it yourself!
I'm tired of having people, motherfucking making these excuses talking about "Oh, well you know, I had things taken care of me, so-so you know, it's all good, I did-I didn't have to do much"
And now, suddenly, that person's gone, I don't have anything, it's like
No, fucking work
Do something