Thug Cry

(album: Time Served - 2020)

(Tahj Money)
(Think we found a loophole)

How they gon' judge me? (How you do that?)
They don't even know me (They don't even know me)
They say money changed me (Tell me how)
But I'm still the old me (Right now)
I'll never change, I'll never switch up on my homies (I can't never)
I can't take your word
I'm just going off everything you showed me (That speak louder)
All I need, double cup and weed
The only thing that stop me (Slow me up)
'Cause I've been going through it (Through it, man)
You don't even know it (You don't even know it)
When shit get deep
I might shed a tear while I record (Why you gon' do it?)
'Cause I miss my boys (The gang)
Smoking got me paranoid (Yeah, yeah, hey)

I remember sleeping on the floor, me and cuz
That was way back 'fore you knew who I was
2015, I was looking for a plug
Everything I got, I had to dig it out the mud
I done made some real bad choices with my life
And I knew I wasn't right but I ain't feel no love
Is what it is, I done done what I done
Ain't nobody perfect, who the fuck is you to judge?
I feel dead (Numb to it all)
But I'm alive (Still standing tall)
When you stand on truth, give it to 'em raw
You can't tell no lies (You can't show no flaw)
Looking at the sky, thinking 'bout the guys
I still hurt inside (Still hurt inside)
Every tear you see, that's somebody died
It's blood when I cry (Murder in my eyes)
I'm still thugging 'round here with the same old circle (Bread gang, bread gang, bread gang)
Joe my nigga forever, 'bout him, I'll murder (Big fire, flame, gang)
Y'all just see a nigga shining now
But I had to grind with him (I had to grind with him)
If it came to it, Rowdy Rebel, Bobby Shmurda
I'll serve the time with him (Do it out of love)

How they gon' judge me? (How you do that?)
They don't even know me (They don't even know me)
They say money changed me (Tell me how)
But I'm still the old me (Right now)
I'll never change, I'll never switch up on my homies (I can't never)
I can't take your word
I'm just going off everything you showed me (That speak louder)
All I need, double cup and weed
The only thing that stop me (Slow me up)
'Cause I've been going through it (Through it, man)
You don't even know it (You don't even know it)
When shit get deep
I might shed a tear while I record (Why you gon' do it?)
'Cause I miss my boys (The gang)
Smoking got me paranoid (Yeah, yeah)

I know you might think (What?)
A nigga like me (Rich) don't go through anything
But that shit ain't true
I got real problems like you
Sometimes I don't know what to do (No)
I wear the weight of the world on my shoulder
Stressing 'bout shit that I ain't got control of
Can't make the time to do nothing I wanna
I just get high, I can't deal with it sober
Up there alone
This world so cold (World so cold)
I was riding solo, swear to God I saw Elo (Thought I seen a ghost)
Never been the same since the day I seen him laying in the cold (I can't let it go)
Smoking to the head while I'm looking out the window of the Rolls
Seem like it never got old (Goals)
Niggas be telling these bitches 'bout business
I play it safe so I'm keeping my distance
Too much lean fucking up my kidney
Check the murder rate before you come to my city (It's violent)
Gotta move right, 'specially when you know what's up (Paranoid)
Clutching for no reason, tweaking
I'm thinking somebody following my truck

How they gon' judge me? (How you do that?)
They don't even know me (They don't even know me)
They say money changed me (Tell me how)
But I'm still the old me (Right now)
I'll never change, I'll never switch up on my homies (I can't never)
I can't take your word
I'm just going off everything you showed me (That speak louder)
All I need, double cup and weed
The only thing that stop me (Slow me up)
'Cause I've been going through it (Through it, man)
You don't even know it (You don't even know it)
When shit get deep
I might shed a tear while I record (Why you gon' do it?)
'Cause I miss my boys (The gang)
Smoking got me paranoid (Yeah, yeah, hey)