Ain't Really Real

(album: Survivor's Guilt - 2022)

Good ol' days I 'member those
Nigga hardly ever home like Granny lived alone
Now she ain't here fuck I'm living fo'
I know she miss me but I miss her mo'
I feel it in my soul
They only hating cause them niggas broke
If you was gangsta bitch you wouldn't of spoke
You know you broke the code
It boiled over 'til it broke the stove
And way before I witness murder seen a overdose
I'm out here funking and it's over bro
It's bout some shit that he done did but that's just how it goes
Transition is errrythang I'm just tryna grow
I know the streets don't really love me nigga finally 'woke
The suckas sliding tryna tell us go
Instead of sliding back we focused on the homie
Nigga how is that
Blood wrote me I ain't write him back
He shouldn't have bit the hand that fed him had to bite him back

I know the love ain't really real but
Couldn't go a day without it love the way it feel
It make me feel alive when you be acting like you care
But I know you telling lies acting like you gon' be there yeah
I know the love ain't really real but
Couldn't go a day without it love the way it feel
It make me feel alive when you be acting like you care
But I know you telling lies acting like you gon' be there yeah

We gon' complain about that skit if you don't do it right
You can't complain about the time if you ain't doing life
Show up to court in suit and ties you know I clean up well
And fire accounts who 'came a nu' cause he ain't mean me well
I'm disappointed in lil bruh won't 'pose to see a cell
Last time I seen him went to scoop him in the BPM
And it was things that we discussed but he ain't follow through
Like stay away from niggas smut cause it'll fall on you
If you can always call on me why can't I call on you
Made sacrifices I wasn't feeling it was all for you
If you can always call on me why can't I call on you
That shit be useless make excuses that's what y'all gon' do
Ayy I consider mental health but imma talk to who
Shit not to you cause you the feds if you are not the dead
These niggas love you and they loyal when they off the meds
Thought you was dissing and you switched into an opp instead

I know the love ain't really real but
Couldn't go a day without it love the way it feel
It make me feel alive when you be acting like you care
But I know you telling lies acting like you gon' be there yeah
I know the love ain't really real but
Couldn't go a day without it love the way it feel
It make me feel alive when you be acting like you care
But I know you telling lies acting like you gon' be there yeah