i pick loneliness

(album: Only Human. - 2021)

So you're right again
You're always right but when
I call your bluff, you give it up
And will do this all again
No I can't hold it in
You get under my skin
Drives me mad how you take words back
Then we just play pretend

But I won't forget
The things you did
'Cause the lies you told aren't enough to hold me
One more day in your brokenness
I won't forget
But I wish I did
'Cause all this pain from scars you gave
Is enough for me to pick loneliness
I won't forget

I'd do anything for ya
You couldn't even love me before but
What if I fixed the wrong I did
I'd still pick loneliness
There's no coming back from this
Oh please, you're being dramatic
There's too much I can't forget
So I pick loneliness

Okay, you're right, I'm the one to blame
But give me time, you see that I can change
You could quit and throw this all away
But then it's you who breaks the promises we made

But I won't forget
The things you did
'Cause the lies you told aren't enough to hold me
One more day in your brokenness
I won't forget
But I wish I did
'Cause all this pain from scars you gave
Is enough for me to pick loneliness
I won't forget

I'd do anything for ya
You couldn't even love me before but
What if I fixed the wrong I did
I'd still pick loneliness
There's no coming back from this
Oh please, you're being dramatic
There's too much I can't forget
So I pick loneliness

Nice knowing that you really don't care
I say I do but that's what you wanna hear
Hit me up, wishing that I never cared too
What if I said there's nothing that I won't do?

I'd do anything for ya
You couldn't even love me before but
What if I fixed the wrong I did
I'd still pick loneliness
There's no coming back from this
Oh please, you're being dramatic
There's too much I can't forget
So I pick loneliness