disappear, disappoint

(album: Never Have I Ever - 2023)

This is not my voice
Not the way I talk
Not my natural hair
Not the way I walk
Still it's who I am
I change like the wind
Watched a movie now
I wanna be like her
Legally blonde
I'm not gonna dye my hair
Not gonna let her die
This time

'Cause I gotta hold on, okay
To who I am today
Before you know it
Everyone and everything has changed
And I haven't talked to them
In like a million years
They say forever's just a thing you say before you

Disappear
After you disappoint
Don't think I can call the cops to find you
They'll say you voluntarily left
'Cause that's just what people do

Disappear and disappoint
Disappear and disappoint
Disappear and disappoint
Disappear and disappoint
Disappear

Got a plane to catch
In my bed off to dreamland
Where nobody cares who I am
Or who I used to be
It's hard to see potential
When it's no longer there
It's not fair
Don't remind me of my long hair
Something in the look of her eyes has changed
She doesn't really respond the same way
To that cute dog in the corner of the street
She's scanning the room

'Cause who believes in safety?
When even your mom and dad
Can change the chemicals in your head
Give me one reason why
You deserve my trust instead
Don't make no promises
They're impossible
Don't say forever
If that's a thing you say before you

Disappear
After you disappoint
Don't think I can call the cops to find you
They'll say you voluntarily left
'Cause that's just what people do

Disappear and disappoint
Disappear and disappoint
Disappear and disappoint
Disappear and disappoint
Disappear