(An)aesthetic

(album: Recover - 2020)

I'm half awake
I'm almost dead
Sick to my stomach
In a hospital bed

And I don't, I don't care
As long as you're here

Open my eyes
I'm lifting my head
She's curled in a ball
At the foot of my bed

And I don't, I don't care
As long as you're here

Baby, I'm septic
I'm feeling pathetic
It's given me good perspective
You were my medic
When shit got hectic
Now I'm resurrected
It's not romantic, but you're good in a panic
You're (an) aesthetic, and I won't forget this

I'm paralyzed
I'm beyond dread
I can't remember
Anything that I said

And I don't, I don't care
As long as you're here

Baby, I'm septic
I'm feeling pathetic
It's given me good perspective
You were my medic
When shit got hectic
Now I'm resurrected
It's not romantic, but you're good in a panic
You're (an) aesthetic, and I won't forget this