Maybe

(album: We Are The Nearly Deads - 2023)

This revelation's come to light
We lead completely different lives
Back and forth, out of spite
Opposites attract, but this ain't right
Hold me now, cuz we're going down
But I don't wanna lose without a fight

Cuz I'm so enamored by
The idea of you and I
I'm holding on even though we're failing

Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Terrified that I gotta reconsider
Sick of having one foot out the door
It's me inside but I don't recognize
This new reflection
Avoid the truth, deflect deny
That maybe I don't want this anymore
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Maybe I don't want this anymore

My adversary's my best friend
Somehow I think it's gonna end, yeah
Affection's rare, you don't seem to care
Yeah you never give what you receive
You take and take, you rig the game
But I don't wanna live with this mistake

Cuz I'm holding on even though we're failing

Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Terrified that I gotta reconsider
Sick of having one foot out the door
It's me inside but I don't recognize
This new reflection
Avoid the truth, deflect deny
That maybe I don't want this anymore
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Maybe I don't want this anymore

Up and down, and back and forth
And black and white, and all the grey that's in between
Sleep, awake, it's bittersweet
I'm captive baby but I've never felt this free

Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Terrified that I gotta reconsider
(Sick of having, sick of having) one foot out the door

Paralyzed when I'm looking in the mirror
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Terrified that I gotta reconsider
Sick of having one foot out the door
It's me inside but I don't recognize
This new reflection
Avoid the truth, deflect deny
That maybe I don't want this anymore
Maybe I don't want this anymore
Maybe I don't want this anymore