Put U In A Mansion

(album: No Romance - 2003)

Look at me now, dad
I really grew up, intelligently glow up
I would never be a screw up cause all the evilness gets chewed up
I found my ways to boost up my talent and skills are loosen up

Look at all the shit we've been through I didn't even get a chance
To barely live with you, we didn't get a chance to know each other
With a step mother, a lover with three younger brothers
That I never got to tuck under the covers

I've never been buttered and smothered with love from another
That's why I'm a little motherfucker making you nervous
Like when you be busting in rubber, I'm just a little stubborn
Making people so mad that they start cursing and stuttering

But don't sweat it
Cause I'm a genius in disguise
You could see it in my eyes
If you're willing to see it inside

You're a soldier, a warrior
So I become a king, let me grow to bigger things
So I can fill your hands with golden rings
Gonna put my dad in a mansion

You're a soldier, a warrior
So I become a king, let me grow to bigger things
So I can fill your hands with golden rings
Gonna put my dad in a mansion

Because of you I'm against monogomy, with no apology
Even if it's calling me, it has nothing to offer me but a hell driven nominee
I still remember the day, I must have been three
And all I can see was mommy and daddy, yelling "sorry be happy"

Then their hands were lifting, swinging from every direction
I could almost feel the deception
I was too young to be guessing that mommy and daddy was stressing
The battle was deblurred, two wild animals just him and her, just going at it

And daddy grabbed the key, daddy please don't leave (Please)
Then the door slam shut, he jumped into the pickup truck and took off (Poof)
I was all shook up, watching mommy on her hands and knees
Just bawling, told me to shut up

And she put her hands up, to cover the tears for years
Years, all these years I thought daddy was the bad guy
But now I know the truth I was just living a bad lie
I know the truth, you were a soldier, a warrior

You're a soldier, a warrior
So I become a king, let me grow to bigger things
So I can fill your hands with golden rings
Gonna put my dad in a mansion

You're a soldier, a warrior
So I become a king, let me grow to bigger things
So I can fill your hands with golden rings
Gonna put my dad in a mansion

Dear dead, I've been lied to during my whole youth
But all I wanted to know was the whole truth
But now I do, no need for the details
Let's just say I grew a hatred for females

I grew wise, I see clearly through this eyes
To you, it might be a surprise
But I warn you I do keep is disguised
Nobody knows the real me, not you not mommy

I'm sorry, now that the truth is in me I just loved you plenty
It's sad I can't change the past but at least
I know all the things that you've done, dad
I was too young to understand I just wanted to run bad

I have too much to say I'd fill an eternity of pages
I need to save it so I can personally say it
I wrote this whole too fast, and might not make any sense
Hence the fact I wrote it all off the bat

It's how I react, I will stay on the track
So one day I could take the weight off your back
Please don't shed any tears
For it is only weakness that I fear

You're a soldier, a warrior
So I become a king, let me grow to bigger things
So I can fill your hands with golden rings
Gonna put my dad in a mansion

You're a soldier, a warrior
So I become a king, let me grow to bigger things
So I can fill your hands with golden rings
Gonna put my dad in a mansion