Waking Up

(album: Hell City - 2009)

It wouldn't be right if I didn't try
I know you're probably asking yourself "Why?"
But if you knew how I felt inside
You would say, "He's waking up. He's waking up."

Common sense
Where the hell did you go?
When I'm sitting here
Yelling in my cellular phone
You still wanted my heart
When I said it was broke
Now you're better alone
While I'm dead in the zone
With my head in this song
My mind tells me it's wrong
My heart tells me it's fine
But I think that it's lying
'Cause it's broken in half
I try to sew it all back
But it's not fully attached
So it still looks like it's cracked, damn
So many nights I spent just thinking
My mind was racing
Waiting by the phone
Hoping maybe you would call
But baby, you were wrong
'Cause tonight I'm still alone
I have felt something more
Something pure
But no one believes

It wouldn't be right if I didn't try
I know you're probably asking yourself "Why?"
But if you knew how I felt inside
You would say, "He's waking up. He's waking up."

Any man can see
This ain't a fantasy
Ain't a fancy suite
On a sandy beach
Today's priceless
So lay here lifeless
It's a major crisis
You made me like this
And maybe I'm crazy
But baby, lately
You've been saving me
So I'm taking these measly three minutes
To tell you that I'm knee deep in this
And you better be me venous
You sleep beside me
You kiss my neck
You see my dying
And then you turn your back
You're scared of love
Well, learn your threat
Will you be scared when you know there's nothing left?
The truth is gone
Yeah, but no one believes
Now it's time that I decide
What's right for my life
Wanna feel like I keep dying
This smile of mine
I can find a while
I just wanna be the only one that's by your side
The window's open
The wind is blowing
Your skin is frozen
And you can't sleep
You're waking up
It still shakes you up
But you've taken it up from me in your dreams
My bad for all the times I let you go
For all the lies when the story's been told
I'm telling you I never felt this before
You're the only one I adore

It wouldn't be right if I didn't try
I know you're probably asking yourself "Why?"
But if you knew how I felt inside
You would say, "He's waking up. He's waking up."

He's waking up.