1418

1418, she a girl from the triple 102
Got a couple friends that really fake
And she don't wanna believe it's true
But I told her, one day you'll see
But that's okay, that's okay
I show my love to ya
You threw me away
I do these drugs for ya
Cause they keep me sane
You would calm me down all the time
That I won't deny
Shorty always got me
Gotta keep her by my side
Baby I got you all the time
You know that you the main
And you'll never play the side
Tell me what we gonna be
I had dreams for us, had dreams for us
Now things are slow, that's life on lean for us
I wanted to live this fucking movie life
But I'm not in a movie right
So I'm living by the real, let 'em know what it is
Had a couple bitches, gotta get 'em off my dick
Compared to you them hoes ain't shit
Put you first and I wasn't on your list
Now you don't know who you with
Cause you by yourself
And your friends all fake
Leaving you by yourself
I remember those nights, I would hear your name
Everybody asking me if you the one I claim
I was treating those dimes like straight up change
Cause I wanted you, to have my last name
Said you love me, is that right yeah
Or was that only in the night yeah
I should've seen the signs
I should've seen it all coming
Now my pain is for ya, forever
My heart's declined forever
I'll probably see you never
(Even after I'm that nigga)
Even after I don't get ya