My Hallelujah

(album: My Hallelujah - 2017)

You always disappoint me
You do it all the time
Can't you see from my face
I'm the bluest blue you'll ever see

It's never been my full intention
To have you 'round 24/7
But for once, could you pretty please
Not run out on me?

I don't know what you're hunting
It's not me, it's something else
And I can't deny
That I am hurting

I know it's never-ever
With us, we're not forever
You won't be for me
My hallelujah

In the middle of the night did you think I'd be alone
Waiting patiently for you to come home?
I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'll find somebody else to call mine

Can't emphasise enough how hard it's been
To know the one you love resents you
It's a sad sorry state of affairs we got going on

The way we work is masochistic
And all I want to do is fix it
This kind of love never lasts, if it does it will kill you

Thought I'd found a new religion
In you, who was I kidding?
There's nowhere to go
Except for under

Quarantine, all of my spite
It hurts too much to fight
You'll never be for me
My hallelujah

In the middle of the night did you think I'd be alone
Waiting patiently for you to come home?
I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'll find somebody else to call mine

In the middle of the night did you think I'd be alone
Waiting patiently for you to come home?
I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'll find somebody else to call mine

You raise me up, you bring me down
You throw my body to the ground
You stampede over me so freely
And in the triumphs of a day
Where I think everything's OK
You look at me so insincerely

And in the mirror staring back at me, stupidity
I've always been a sucker for your cruelty
I've had a word with myself
And for the sake of my health
I'll no longer mend the unfixable

In the middle of the night did you think I'd be alone
Waiting patiently for you to come home?
I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'll find somebody else to call mine

In the middle of the night did you think I'd be alone
Waiting patiently for you to come home?
I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'll find somebody else to call mine
(I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'm not the waiting kind)
To call mine
(I'm not the waiting kind
The waiting kind
The waiting kind)
To call mine
(I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind
I'm not the waiting kind)
To call mine
(I'm not the waiting kind
The waiting kind
The waiting kind)