Look Up, Look Up

(album: Hellbent - 2021)

There's something deep inside of me
It lingers and it presses hard
A tidal wave that never catches breath
The end is just the start
And now I don't know what to do

I'm not able to do bad things
Don't surround myself with desperados
And even though my strategy
Is just to see the bigger picture
All the while, I'm mystified

It's not right of you to do what you've done to me
It is criminal
I am struggling to see
So, tell it to me slowly, tell it to me slowly
It's not fair of you to do what you've done to me
It is arbitrary
I am covered in deceit
So, break it to me slowly, break it to me slowly

Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling down

Last night I dreamt that you and I
We're still in love, emulsified
And when I woke an emptiness
Took over me like nothing else
A bitter pill for me to take

Forgive my need for absolution
I know I'm not the one who's done wrong
Oh clemency you come to me
For being foolish, being weak
I need to gain control of this

It's not right of you to do what you've done to me
It is criminal
I am struggling to see
So, tell it to me slowly, tell it to me slowly
It's not fair of you to do what you've done to me
It is arbitrary
I am covered in deceit
So, break it to me slowly, break it to me slowly

Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling
Look up, look up
I keep falling down

All alone
So cruel
So cruel
So cruel
All alone

I could've spoken up I guess
Could not have given any less
And now I'm feeling such a fool, you know
Believing that you ever felt a thing for me was cruel
I am sore and I am burned
And this is everything I've learned
And now I'm feeling such a fool, you know
Believing that you ever felt a thing for me was cruel

Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark all alone
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark
Dancer in the dark all alone