Head Rush

(album: C'est La Vie - 2020)

Is this where all is ending?
Cause I don't wanna leave right now you know...
(Don't let the night in)
Can't seem to stop the bleeding
Just can't pretend I got this in control
(You should have seen it coming)
I don't wanna feel the comedown
Just wanna feel it bite and burn me whole
(And watch me fade into the flames)
I'm only going nowhere
Or straight into the fucking wall
(Can't you feel?)

Can't prove me wrong
Just kill this now
I wanna see what will survive
Just say you'll try and swear it on my life
Even if deep down we both know you lie

Tell me this life is harmless
While it's skinning me to the bones
Looking me straight in the eyes
When it is stealing my breath
Tell me the scars will make sense
When the wounds are way too deep
Don't let me believe that it's gonna end like this

This feeling is like a fire
Rushing in these veins
Keeping me alive when your eyes are on me
I can't escape these colors
You designed inside of my brain
When you let the lights in

Can anybody stay here?
Don't really wanna sleep right now, you know...
(Don't let the night in)
I wanna keep believing
This will all make sense somehow
(Let me feel)

Can't prove me wrong
Just kill this now
I wanna see what will survive
Just say you'll try and swear it on my life
Even if deep down we both know you lie

Tell me this life is harmless
While it's skinning me to the bones
Looking me straight in the eyes
When it is stealing my breath
Tell me the scars will make sense
When the wounds are way too deep
Don't let me believe that it's gonna end like this

I stand here and sometimes
My words don't make sense
Like they only fade away
And disappear beneath the voice of my own silence
But you keep me breathing
And right here I feel alive...
You've always been the brighter part of me
The brighter part of me
The brighter part of me

This feeling is like a fire
Rushing in these veins
Keeping me alive when your eyes are on me
I can't escape these colors
You designed inside of my brain
When you let the lights in

I can't escape these colors
When you let the lights in
I can't escape these colors
When you let the lights in