Too Long

(album: Pulse - 2018)

I don't wanna wait too long again
That'll only make things wrong again
I want you on my side, just to call again, yeah

[Ryan Oakes:]
Every time I hear your name
I feel a bullet in my brain
Blood ain't flowing through my veins
I been frozen all the pain
Got me feeling so insane, staring out the window pane
I feel like one with all the rain, wishing I could wash away
All the memories we had, every single laugh
Everything up in the past, now I'm feeling trapped
Tryna get to that point where I can let it go
I know I'm supposed to grow from this
I feel like fucking all these hoes means I let it show
That I'm still hurt every time I put it in a verse
Shit gets worse, late at night you're always gonna lurk
I can feel the curse closing in on me, I just hope I make it out
Had a heart a couple years ago and now it's taken out

Tryna find a way, I'm in need of new direction
Every time another woman comes around showing affection
Even though I wish I could, they can see I'm unaffected
'Cause I'm busy hoping that you hit my phone up with a message, like

I don't wanna wait too long again
That'll only make things wrong again
I want you on my side, just to call again, yeah
I don't wanna wait too long again
That'll only make things wrong again
I want you on my side, just to call again

[Zero:]
So, how could you run around with that bullshit when I was working late
Tryna make this work, but lately
Everything been hurting me, I
Couldn't even see your heart
I remember when I used to hold it, know this
Still focused, hold me up on our shoulders
Left me so open and, oh, shit, I
Couldn't even touch you in the same room
Just an arm's length apart
Don't got no strength to start
My day, no strength to start at all
Thought that I was wrong
Made me think that I messed up, better fess up
You the one that shoulda stressed us, shouldn't be the one that's looking out for any next luck
I fuck with bitches 'cause, bitch, you done fucked me up
Need a couple different ones in a week just to shut me up
Yeah, you said your sorrys; sorry, but "sorry" won't cut this one
And you lied of all your friends and said you couldn't trust me once
And I hope that you find some pictures that you forgot to delete
You said I was your one and only, you'll never find option B
Said I filled your lungs with air; is your breathing now obsolete?
Am I not as off as I seem? Was I honestly lost beneath?
I don't know

[Ryan Oakes:]
I don't wanna wait too long again
That'll only make things wrong again
I want you on my side, just to call again, yeah
I don't wanna wait too long again
That'll only make things wrong again
I want you on my side, just to call again