You Kill The Good In Me

(album: Is It Better Feeling Nothing - 2022)

I would rather be
On my own
Leave me suffering
On my own

I would rather die alone than one more breathe in this toxic mess
Been biting my tongue, I'm fucking sick to death
Wasted hate on me
No love was ever lost on someone I could never need

Lonely love is all I'm blessed with
Did I forget the meaning somewhere
Should I forget the pieces you left
Did I forget to look beneath the lines

It never changes, you'll never truly care
'Cause when I needed you, you were never there

I know my demons are not the hate inside of me
I'm holding on to the hurt that I could never believe
I know my demons are not that hate inside of me
Over and over again you kill the good in me

I would rather be
On my own
Leave me suffering
On my own

Lonely love is all I'm blessed with
Did I forget the meaning somewhere
Should I forget the pieces you left
Did I forget to look beneath

This lonely love is all I'm blessed with
Did I forget the meaning somewhere
Should I forget the pieces you left
Did I forget to look beneath the lines

It never changes, you'll never truly care
'Cause when I needed you, you were never there