Lost

(album: Lost - 2019)

I can't take this feeling
Hurts too much from inside
And I don't know why
Something ain't right
If I never wake up
Then maybe I'll be alright
I don't wanna cry
I'm trying to fight
I can't take this feeling
Hurts too much from inside
And I don't know why
Something ain't right
If I never wake up
Then maybe I'll be alright
I don't wanna cry
I'm trying to fight

Lately, I don't even really know myself
Push away anybody that would help
Tried to be the person I was
But there ain't nothing left, I'm going through hell
Feel dead inside, I'm just going through the motions
So petrified of showing true emotions
I'll do anything to numb the pain
Watch chapters while my own life's being stolen
It's like people see straight through me
Friends who once knew me
These dark thoughts consume me
Running from all of my battles
I'm such a coward
I don't know how I'm coping
Maybe I'm just overthinking everything
Maybe this is all stuck inside my head
This all pushing me over the brink
Sometimes think I'd be better off dead

I can't take this feeling
Hurts too much from inside
And I don't know why
Something ain't right
If I never wake up
Then maybe I'll be alright
I don't wanna cry
I'm trying to fight

It's like I'm a visitor in my own skin
I can try to fight it but I'll never win
And I can't see straight, liquor in my veins
I'm dying in pain
Hide it all behind the mask of a smile
Staying busy only helps for awhile
I wish that I could love myself
I'm so lost, I'm so lost

I can't take this feeling
Hurts too much from inside
And I don't know why
Something ain't right!
If I never wake up
Then maybe I'll be alright
I don't wanna cry
I'm trying to fight