Love Me, Love Me Not

(album: A Means To An End - 2020)

Does she love me or love me not? (Ayy)
I'm so sick of feeling lost
It's like, every day running through my thoughts (Yeah)
And you know what that do (Ayy)
Does she love or love me not? (Yeah)
You could never be forgot
Want you anyway, I won't ever stop (Nah)
And you know what that do, you know

You know, it's like
I'm just so sick of being lost inside my head
When people start to talk to me, I think of you instead
And how we used to call each other late when we bed
Like my mind's become a place that's full of words I never said
Still, you ain't tryna pose for pictures on some magazine
You beautiful inside and out, some things I never seen
Yeah, put up with my bullshit and my pocket full of dreams
That's exactly why I'll never let nobody in between

Still, still, I keep tryna work this out
I need to know, how you really feel right now

Does she love me or love me not? (Ayy, yeah)
I'm so sick of feeling lost
It's like, every day running through my thoughts (Yeah)
And you know what that do (Yeah)
Does she love or love me not? (Yeah, ayy)
You could never be forgot
Want you anyway, I won't ever stop (Nah)
And you know what that do

So, I got deep emotions, sometimes love just make me sink
I spend so much time wondering exactly what you think
Does she love or love me not? That's the question need to know
I've been sitting here for hours, all this power that you hold's now
Got me in this rut, keep my bedroom shut
All this time I'm wondering
I'm finding answers at the bottom of my cup
Liquor fill it up, falling really suck
Maybe you should save me with your heart that's got the Midas touch

Still, still, I keep tryna work this out
I need to know, how you really feel right now

Does she love me or love me not? (Ayy, yeah)
I'm so sick of feeling lost
It's like, every day running through my thoughts
And you know what that do (Yeah)
Does she love or love me not? (Yeah, ayy)
You could never be forgot
Want you anyway, I won't ever stop (Nah)
And you know what that do