Selfish

(album: Underrated - 2022)

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do
Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories open up these scars like new
Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do
Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories open up these scars like new

Okay, please don't hit my phone, left it on silent
Late-night driving, I think too much, this shit is tiring
See the sirens, my speakers loud, can't stand the silence
I'm fucking wilding while my anxiety has been
Moving up a couple levels, I just need space
The person I try to be is in a battle
With the devil, telling me to go stray
I had some people around me I swore that were real
But they all turned out to be fake
The truth of this cold world is it hurts to feel
It's part of the price that we pay
I'm used to the struggle, I'm good on my own
These ain't emotions I usually show
Because I keep carrying all of this well don't mean that the pain disappear, 'cause it won't
Already been down this road, know all too well, yeah
Somewhere along the line, I lost myself
Lost myself, don't know who I became

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do
Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories open up these scars like new
Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do
Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories open up these scars like new

Yeah
All I do is thinking, got no free time, yeah
Bottled up a tendency by design, yeah
Lately, move too fast, wish I could rewind, yeah
Sanity, I struggle just to keep mine, keep mine
I used to be someone else, then I changed
Driving a hundred, I'm switching through lanes
I picked up all of my pieces and put 'em together but something ain't feeling the same
I guess I'm not sure that I'd do it again
Gave up my life with a stroke of a pen
This is all of me, I swear

Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do
Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories open up these scars like new
Selfish, I've been feeling lost, that's the truth
I'm an introvert, struggle with my thoughts all I do
Please, just let me be, I don't wanna break your heart too
Faded memories open up these scars like new