Paralyzed

(album: Even When I'm Happy I Listen To Sad Music - 2022)

My inside's paralyzed
For now, I lost a friend
I hold too tight, don't ask me why
I can't watch how it ends
I keep running again
To fall back at your feet
I keep running again (Again)
It's hollow where I sleep

Yeah, feelings are all disguised with fiction
And add 'em behind these lines I've written
Somehow I'm going in circles again
Pretending's the only force, we slipping
Off the edge, now I can't control
As you watch out, fall to an all-time low
I crossed a ledge that I thought I'd own
Guess it cost me what I need, I've loved it all
Keep waiting while nothing ever happens
I chase the memories of you, they flashing
A chemical that cause chain reactions
Only sad ones
Fuck

My inside's paralyzed
For now, I lost a friend
I hold too tight, don't ask me why
I can't watch how it ends
I keep running again
To fall back at your feet
I keep running again
It's hollow where I sleep (I sleep)

The pain that I feel only echos
The sound of your heart like stilettos
I tried moving on, couldn't settle
I can't let go
Now I got scars on my body where I bled
For every night I spent inside your bed
Thought that you would be the one with time
But all I hear is everything you said
And I-I-I, I'm going through it right now
Don't ask me why-y-y
Those are answers I still ain't found, so I just lie
And keep waiting while nothing ever happens
I chase the memories of you, they flashing
A chemical that cause chain reactions
Only sad ones
Fuck

My inside's paralyzed
For now, I lost a friend
I hold too tight, don't ask me why
I can't watch how it ends
I keep running again
To fall back at your feet
I keep running again
It's hollow where I sleep

It's hollow where I sleep