Nothing Matters

(album: NIHIL - 2016)

I don't even wanna kill, but sometimes I think I might
Every moment seems still every time I shut my eyes
Think It's just the way I feel, I don't even know why
Every day I wanna live, but every night I wanna die
I don't see the point of life
Was I just put here to rot
In this box, in this coffin
Locked with my thoughts and I'm running out of options
Crows on my window, knots in my conscience
Floatin through a thin door
I'm just another lost soul
OmenXIII, and that's all you need to know
I hate my fuckin life, Every night I'm dyin slow
Every day I'm living fast, I'm just doin what I can
See I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid I really can't
Who would want to spend forever being nothing but a man
I could never be a man, I'm the King of the Demons
I'm Prince of the Shadows, step inside and you will see
Hear a scream outside, look out see me
Black nails at my side, white tee still clean
Switchblade, butterfly, dead man at my feet
XIII on his side, blood drippin down the street
Just another fuckin reason you should never fuck with me
I cannot show any mercy if you steppin on my feet
When I look into the mirror I can't even see a thing
Just the fragments of a man who keep walkin in his sleep