Falling

(album: Unseen Relations - 2020)

The air is cold
I ignored what I've been told
As they tried to keep me here
When I lost control in all those years
The air above my feet
Helps to fall into my final sleep
Beneath my arms I see the ground
When did all this start, so that I drowned?

So that I drowned
So that I

I gave it all
But everything I gave was not enough
And as I fall, as I fall
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call

Every now and then
I am thinking back to when
The sun was shining brighter
And I tried to understand (To understand)
Oh, how did I
Lose myself within this lie?
And when will I be found
As I'm coming closer to the ground?

So that I drowned
So that I

I gave it all
But everything I gave was not enough
And as I fall, as I fall
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call

But now I think I may have taken this too far
All I wanted always ended up as scars
Am I better off?
I think you're better off
So here I am and I'm just floating in the dark
I know you think I should have fought but it's so hard
You're better off
I'm better off
I'm better off

I gave it all
But everything I gave was not enough
And as I fall, as I fall
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call
The pain beneath begins to call
Begins to call