Awakening

(album: Eclipse - 2022)

When I wake up
From these nightmares that I can't control
Overtaking all I am deep inside my soul
All these demons in my mind that I can't let go
I'm lost and I'm trapped deep inside my mind
And my ego buries all that I need to find
To finally hold the key to what's deep inside
Whatever comes I'm prepared, I can't be denied

Who the hell did I become
Constantly so fucking numb
I just want to move on
Look back to where I'm rising from!
I am more than what they ever say
And I am less than what they need from me
They're telling me that there is so much more
There's so much more in me, I'm awake
I'm awake!

As I keep falling deeper into night
I feel the demons rise behind my eyes
Always lost in all the dreams I'm dreaming
Lost because I stopped believing
That I'm more than what you see
More than what you see

I remember when I said I don't feel right
And you asked why can't you make it through the night
So listen up I'm on top of my own world
And even if you all try I can't be disturbed

And as I fall into the night
And walk straight into the light
I ignite so I shine bright
And I watch the stars collide

I am more than what they ever say
And I am less than what they need from me
They're telling me that there is so much more
There's so much more in me, I'm awake
I'm awake!

And as I fall into the night
And walk straight into the light
I ignite so I shine bright
And I watch the stars collide!

As I keep falling deeper into night
I feel the demons rise behind my eyes
Always lost in all the dreams I'm dreaming
Lost because I stopped believing
That I'm more than what you see
More than what you see
More than what you see!