Calling You

(album: Eclipse - 2022)

I can't be with myself
And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend
That I'm okay but I'm alone in my descend
I hear the wolves are at my door
I take the pills so that I finally feel something
I can't remember how I felt before

I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you?
Should I call you now?

And I'm calling you
Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself

I'm crawling down across the floor
Searching for a way out of my life
Because I know there must be more

I'm feeling down, so lonely and depressed
Searing pain, with a hole in my chest
This is where my heart and happiness used to be
I'm sinking deeper, so help me please

I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
Hours of lifeless staring at my phone
Should I call you?
Should I call you?

And I'm calling you
Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself

Since you're gone, my life's not moving on
I just can't let you go but you're never coming back, I know
All the pain and sorrow
Realising that I am nothing without you
I'm now drowning in grief
Listening to the last message I received...

I'm still calling you
Even though I know you're now in solitude
I can't do this without you...

And I'm calling you
Cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself

I'm a letdown, oh yeah
I don't know what to do with myself
I'm a letdown
I'm a letdown
I don't know what to do with myself