Demons

(album: Crying In Camo - 2022)

'Cause I got so many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I try again it's like nothings changed

I'll just break break break
Again you take lake take
I can't feel my face face face
And my bones will shake shake shake
But I'm growing used to the pain
And I don't ever feel safe
When you left that day
I could fucking hate you

And you won't take this blame too
Leave me alone I'm feeling so cold
I know it's a no, but I don't want to go

'Cause I got so many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I tried again and nothings changed
Got so many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I tried again and nothings changed

I don't wanna worry no more
It's killing me
Feelings that I can't afford
Too much energy
Rip me to shreds like a photo
Till nothing's left of this hollow
Like, go to rest you put a hole inside my chest, why?
Call for help I'm alone again
By myself something's killing
I feel it burning like a bullet in my head

I'm close to dead
Take me back to when there was no loneliness
No memories of me and you are all I have
Wonder if I'll ever feel this whole again
I don't know

Got so many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I tried again and nothings changed
Got so many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I tried again and nothings changed

You stare at the stars you know
If you want it all
I'll give it to you
Just give me the truth
This is as far as I go

'Cause I got too many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I tried again and nothings changed
Got too many demons in my brain
I don't want another feeling of heartbreak
Is it funny how I made the same mistakes
Everytime I tried again and nothings changed