Check My Phone

(album: Crying In Camo - 2022)

Check my phone
There's nothing there
I can't believe that I was scared
That you would call me after everything
It's now a habit after every swing

Check my phone
There's nothing there
I can't believe I thought you cared
That you would call me after everything
It's now a habit after every swing

Any time
I don't wanna fuck around
I get lost in my mind

'Cause I feel so fucking down
I don't grow I don't cry
When I'm fucked up off my mind
Anecdote is a line
And I do it all the time
And I smoke and I bite
Of my fingers if I try

Let it go let it fly
Of the balcony tonight
Let it bang in my head
And in agony I cry
Camouflage and disguise
Need to cover up my eyes like

We need to get this right
But I don't wanna try
Somethings in my head
And you were there last night
So nothings left to say
But I still see your eyes
When I close mine

Check my phone
There's nothing there
I can't believe I thought you cared
That you would call me after everything
It's now a habit after every swing

I know you won't be calling
But I still check too much
I can feel alright but
Only when I'm on drugs

And it gets tiring sometimes
To know I'm not enough
Most time I fight it
Sometimes it gets too much

We need to get this right
But I don't wanna try
Somethings in my head
And you were there last night
So nothings left to say
But I still see your eyes
When I close mine

Check my phone
There's nothing there
I can't believe I thought you cared
That you would call me after everything
It's now a habit after every swing