Smother Me

(album: Outline In Color - 2010)

It's nothing personal
But I've got a bone to pick
Every call I made for help
Made me so fucking sick
I'm an instrument of God
So out of tune
They always tell me son
You'll get what's fucking coming to you
You're either untamed and heartless
Or ashamed and harmless
(Yeah)
I'll be the one to torch your past
I'll be reason that love can never last
The world's a sinking ship

I tried to kill myself
But the rope could never hold my guilt
And I felt the world cave in
And remembered all the blood you spilled

So sick of being sick
I've got my finger on the trigger
And I'm ready to end it
Fear death but it's what I chase
Where were you
When I fell from grace
I tried to kill myself
But the rope could never hold my guilt
Saved face but it felt so fake
Where were you
When I fell from grace

Dig deep in the wounds that you left
These phantom pains
Have me feeling possessed
This kind of punishment
Isn't something you plan
So why'd you string me up
And put these fucking holes in my hands
God better reign me in
Smother me
If you're a friend
God reign me in
Smother me
If you're a friend

I tried to kill myself
But the rope could never hold my guilt
And I felt the world cave in
And remembered all the blood you spilled
Something to keep me here
Will someone cleanse me of my sins
All that I know is fear
It's all I'll know until the end

So sick of being sick
I've got my finger on the trigger
And I'm ready to end it
Fear death but it's what I chase
Where were you
When I fell from grace
I tried to kill myself
But the rope could never hold my guilt
Saved face but it felt so fake
Where were you
When I fell from grace

I tried to kill myself
But the rope could never
Hold my guilt
I tried to kill myself
But the rope could never
Hold my guilt