Bitter

(album: Coast Is Clear - 2022)

Thinking way back when
I can feel it sinking in
Every time I fall asleep
I can't escape
I turn myself in
Nightmares every single night
By the day the thoughts they plague me
Won't make the same mistake again
Cuz I know it's gonna kill me

I, I'm just a ghost
Trapped in the shell of a human
Under the surface
I, I am a flame
I disappear in the wind
I am no longer here
I'm a ghost

Life is draining out of me
Like blood squeezed from an artery
Coming to terms
With the fact that darkness is a part of me
Barely gripping to sanity
I've probably lost all control
Don't even see my reflection
Inside the mirror anymore

I, I'm just a ghost
Trapped in the shell of a human
Under the surface
I, I am a flame
I disappear in the wind
I am no longer here
I'm a ghost
Ghost!

Admit what you can't deny
Deny what you won't admit
Bitter as always
Angry as ever
Come on get a grip!

Admit what you can't deny
Deny what you won't admit
Bitter as always
Angry as ever
Come on get a grip
Admit what you can't deny
Deny what you won't admit
Always bitter more angry than ever before
I won't let it slip

I, I'm just a ghost
Trapped in the shell of a human
Under the surface
I, I'm just a ghost
Trapped in the shell of a human
Under the surface
I, I am a flame
I disappear in the wind
I am no longer here
I'm coming to terms
With the words you swore you'd never say
Turning me into the monster I eternally hate
I, I am a flame
I disappear in the wind
I am no longer here
I'm a ghost
I am no longer here
I'm a ghost