Lost

(album: Bury Me With Dead Roses - 2019)

Yeah
This might be the realest shit I ever wrote
Yeah, yeah

Like why the fuck I always feel alone?
I don't know why I always feel alone
Know you cried when I fucking tried
You up by my side, I was still alone
Sometimes I miss the way it was
Only okay when I'm off the drugs
I ain't been outside, I ain't seen the sun
I've been tryna stay away from everyone
We do not love when we need it most
Run from the truth 'til we see it close
I can never tell what's fake or real
Your love haunts me still like I'm seeing ghosts
I know the emptiness of feeling numb inside
When your heart is broke and you're too numb to cry
So you turn to pills and I know the feeling
You don't wanna live so you'd rather die
But, none of us really wanna die alone
So many times you would cry alone
I can't say I don't think about you
But these feelings are easier to hide than show
Tell me what's love?

I don't get it still
I just need a place where you never feel
Need a place where pain don't exist
So I started asking God if heavens real
Yeah, I don't get it still
I just need a place where you never feel
Need a place where pain don't exist
So I started asking God if heavens real
Yeah, I don't get it still
I just need a place where you never feel
Need a place where pain don't exist
So I started asking God if heavens real