Strange Habits

(album: IYKYK - 2023)

Strangers getting high in the middle of a crowded room
All this smoke in my eyes can't breathe when I try to move
Distracting myself
Somebody come and help
It's all just a game and I really don't wanna lose

Never really had the words to say
Knew to keep it down and look away
So, I been lookin back since I was eight
Maybe that's why I am this way

I have
Strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah
When I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate
Can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day
Wondering why I am this way
I have
Strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah
When I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate
Can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day
Wondering why I am this way

Pitch dark on an empty road, yeah
Driving through the night just to talk
Cause she won't pick up the phone
(Pick up the phone, yeah yeah)
Distracting myself
I'm freaking out
And I'm so scared
Of being alone
(Of being alone)

Never really had the words to say
Held you close til' you threw me away
So, I been lookin back like every day
Maybe that's why I am this way

I have
Strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah
When I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate
Can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day
Wondering why I am this way
I have
Strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah
When I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate
Can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day
Wondering why I am this way

I keep it all inside
Masking my pain with smiles
I wear this shit with pride
That's why I am this way
I'm quick to cut you off
Disappear into the walls
And just get fucking lost
That's why I am this way
(This way)
(This way)
(This way)
Maybe that's why I am this way

I have
Strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah
When I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate
Can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day
Wondering why I am this way
I have
Strange habits
I'm easily distracted, yeah
When I'm stuck with myself
I self-isolate
Can't keep my feelings straight
I wake up every day
Wondering why I am this way