no balls

(album: Gathered By The Lantern - 2023)

You gave me the time to
Put it on the line for you
Know that you been waiting but
I don't have the balls

Don't know what I'm scared of
Maybe I'm just scared of us
I know that you're perfect
So run before I fall

Cuz I don't have the balls
I don't have the balls
I don't have the balls
I have no testicles (I'm playin')

Never felt this horrible
Doesn't help you're adorable
Everyday I'm learning
More things that concern me

Ordered you a white chariot
Here's my heart go bury it
Can't lock the door but I found my home
Learned to breathe but you'll see me choke

It's simple, don't get close
You'll put yourself at risk
I'm different, commitment
To me is a bag of shit

Hope one day I'll grow up
Tackle these opportunities
But we'll be on a different avenue
But we'll be on a different avenue

You gave me the time to
Put it on the line for you
Know that you been waiting but
I don't have the balls

Don't know what I'm scared of
Maybe I'm just scared of us
I know that you're perfect
So run before I fall

Cuz I don't have the balls

I'm still in love with the thought of you
The thought of me and you
I'm still in love with the thought
But not of, but not of the truth

If only I saw where my life might lead
Take you through the falls, never looking back
Don't make any plans 'cause they won't succeed
Knowing me

Ever since I was a kid
Never thought love could exist
With all of my worries had trouble believing
Maybe I'll heal, see how I feel
When you finally leave me
I wish my heart stopped beating
Cuz inside I'm screaming for you

You gave me the time to
Put it on the line for you
Know that you been waiting but
I don't have the balls

Don't know what I'm scared of
Maybe I'm just scared of us
I know that you're perfect
So run before I fall

Cuz I don't have the balls