Since We've Been Okay

(album: Pendulum Hearts - 2023)

You say that you love me
And I can't lie
I wanna love you too
But it seems this life will never let me through
So we break up
And you say that you hate me
So I say cool
You know I hate you too
But it seems this life will never break this pull
So we make up
You been my poison for way too long
A toxic love that I can't let go of
When I taste you I think I want more
But deep down I know that something's wrong with us

You're my drug
And I don't know if I could quit just yet
I fell in love
Now I realize that's a big misstep
I don't what's next
But I know right now
I don't what's good for me
I heard a voice in the back of my head
A familiar sound
Saying something about you and me
Maybe we're meant for each other
But never meant to be happy
Maybe it's salt in the wound
Of a love that prevails even though
We both know that you're never gonna stand me (yuh)

It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been
It's been a
Long time
Since we've been okay (yuh)
It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been
It's been a
Long time
Since we've been okay

I just wish our love wasn't an issue
We got caught up in the I miss you's
And every time I'd mess up
I'd convince you
That you should stay
But now I realize I'm an issue
And you deserve more than I give you
So please don't let this love continue
I'll make you wait
Don't wait for me no

You say that you love me
I don't wanna say it back
But I do
Cause a part of me gone always want you back
We keep running from each other till we see each other's footsteps
Love you then I hate you but it always ends in good sex

Called me
Just to tell me that word
But you're stalling
Cause we'll both end up hurt
If we ever say I
If we ever say I
If we ever say I love you again

It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been
It's been a
Long time
Since we've been okay (yuh)
It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been a
It's been a
Long time
It's been
It's been a
Long time
Since we've been okay