Selfresentment

(album: Prxjek ₆⁶₆ - 2017)

I wear this smile on my face to hide
Where all the pain is
Anti social so depressed
I'm stressed
I can't even make friends
My happiness never lasts
It all goes away when the day ends
Cursed imperfection
The person in my reflection
I can't stand his face I hate him I sever him
With this weapon my pain will lessen
I wish to break him I can't accept him
This hatred is everlasting
There's more to it in this rapping
My spirit taken so I'm
Breaking my heart with my own hands
That's how I take the problem into my
Own hands cause the problem is me
And no one else
But only I know this
No conveying emotions
Dying inside but won't show it never
So listen closely
Carry my body like Mariah
Up to the heavens where we never expire
My mind blank I'm surrounded by
Negative thoughts I question whether or
Not I climbed out of hell or from heaven
I dropped don't envy me jealousy not
What I deserve hurt me until my lifes
Energy stops when I leave this earth to
Rot in the dirt where the centipedes flock
And my memories become lost
The devil he called me and I answered him
My last breath was the cost
Fuck