Too Much To Say

(album: missunderstood - 2020)

They told me that I'm running out of time, I ain't lit no more
Say my music getting weak, it don't hit no more
Sometimes I don't wanna have fame, or get rich no more
But I got two kids to feed, I can't sit no more
I foot the bill for everything, world on my shoulders
Wanna break down but I can't, I gotta hold up
Wanna free my mind but I'm tryna stay sober
I ain't really live yet, I'm only getting older

I got too much to say
Yeah, I got too much to say
I got too much I hide
I got too much inside
Yeah, I got too much to say
I got too much to say
Yeah, I got too much I hide
(Oh) I got too much

I see the pain in my baby's eye
He gotta go from house to house, I gotta tell him why
But he's way too young to understand now
Mama couldn't stay 'cause your daddy broke me down
I got scars from the past I don't talk about
And I could probably ruin lives if I run my mouth
Put makeup over my bruises and fake a smile
Turn on the camera, we gotta make this money now

I got too much to say
Yeah, I got too much to say
I got too much I hide
I got too much inside
Yeah, I got too much to say
I got too much to say
Yeah, I got too much I hide
(Oh) I got too much

As a child I was introduced to things that I shouldn't have been
Feeling hot between the legs when I shouldn't have been
I ain't tell my Mama because I didn't want the drama
24, still living with the trauma, yeah
That's why you never see me laughing at nobody's pain
No matter how hard it gets my heart will never change (Never change)
No matter how hard it gets my heart will never change

I got too much to say
Yeah, I got too much to say
I got too much I hide
I got too much inside
Yeah, I got too much to say
I got too much to say
I got too much I hide
I got too much

I got too much to say