I Can't Go On

(album: Intercorrupted - 2021)

Is it safe to show you
Just how lost I really am
Cuz I have no value
Other than the world bestows me
Look at me I'm on the edge
Don't it seem so crazy
And I don't care to make amends
You know it doesn't phase me

Fake life
Talking to the mirror
I'm too afraid to make it plain
Taking all my pills to try and stop the rain

I can't go on
When everything is wrong
I can't define myself
By blaming everyone
When the chips are down
And I'm at the end
Will you see my sin
Will you pull me in
Cuz I'm terrified
That someday I'll be gone
I can't go on

Find a perfect victim
Make them love you from afar
It's an ancient game of
Only showing off the good cards
Let me take you all away
On a trip to serve myself
All directions start to fade to gray
When I'm the center

Fake life
Talking to the mirror
I'm too afraid to make it plain
Taking all my pills to try and stop the rain

I can't go on
When everything is wrong
I can't define myself
By blaming everyone
When the chips are down
And I'm at the end
Will you see my sin
Will you pull me in
Cuz I'm terrified
That someday I'll be gone
I can't go on

Fake life
Talking to the mirror
I'm too afraid to make it plain
Taking all my pills to try and stop the rain

I can't go on
When everything is wrong
I can't define myself
By blaming everyone
I can't go on
When everything is wrong
I can't define myself
By blaming everyone
When the chips are down
And I'm at the end
Will you see my sin
Will you pull me in
Cuz I'm terrified
That someday I'll be gone
I can't go on