I’ve Been Overestimating Myself

(album: B-Sides & Rarities Vol.9 [2017-2020] - 2021)

[Scuare:]
Raindrops heavy on the ground, not me
Raindrops heavy on the ground, not me
Blames not ready, still ain't found out peace
Fame taught many they can count on greed
But you can't drop pennies when you down on knees
Raindrop heavy on the ground not me
Blame not ready stealing found out piece
Fame taught many they can count on greed
But you can't drop pennies when you down on knees
It's been about all week, spit a frown on me
Stuck in a town on E
Something to doubt on repeat
Tripping
Like time might matter
Nothing around me really align my data
Pine after life like the science I gather
Tying off knots, what's behind I'd rather forget
Can't get out of this shit
It's getting passed to Eve
Like I'm the Adam in it
I'm still so adamant
I'm still so bad at this shit
I'm still so bad at it
Don't know what to do
So I do nothing at all
For weeks at a time
Speak to design
Feel like a thief in the night
With both feet in a bind
So I treat it like mine
But it's gone
Now I need to decide
I need a desire
I'll bring it down to the wire...

[Rav:]
Who gon' help
Cause it's not gon' be yourself
20 something years in
It's improbable as hell
So any overnight cure you find will obviously fail
Where you finna go once you've pocketed the L
Being all alone hasn't seemed to be the way
Doing the same shit expecting something different
Is insane and so I
So I urge you reconsider
Instead of blaming all the others focus on their inner
Instead of hating who you are
I'm hoping you'll remember all the things
That made you who are you
Cause knowing yourself better is the key
All the levels in between could give insight
Into times of incredible defeat
There is more than one component
Enveloping your being
So why are you being the way you've been
They could never complete you in everything
So learn to swim before you

[*water comes crashing in*]