Anxious

(album: Life Love & Madness - 2020)

Throw the covers over my head
Finding comfort in my own bed
Staring at a screen light, looking at the highlights, everybody's good life
Reminding me of what I don't have
Second guessing who I really am
Maybe I should give up, will I ever measure up, I don't think I'm good enough

Pressure building, body shaking
I can't take it, I can't take it
Feel the tension, pushing pulling
I can't fight it, I can't fight it

I don't wanna live my life like this
Anxious
I gotta lot of good in me to give
But I'm anxious
So many things I know I miss
Cause I'm anxious
I wish I could shake this
I don't wanna be anxious

Devil's running around my mind
Why do I let myself believe the lies
It's like I'm his playground, push me in the background, and I shut the world out

Pressure building, body shaking
I can't take it, I can't take it
Feel the tension, pushing pulling
I can't fight it, I can't fight it

I don't wanna live my life like this
Anxious
I gotta lot of good in me to give
But I'm anxious
So many things I know I miss
Cause I'm anxious
I wish I could shake this
I don't wanna be anxious

Oh oh oh
This is my confession
Oh oh oh
I'm coming out of hiding
Oh oh oh
Oh, his is my confession
Oh oh oh
I'm coming out of hiding

Can't keep living like this, living like this
Oh oh oh
I'm coming out, I'm coming out
Oh oh oh
Oh, this is my confession
Oh oh oh
I'm coming out of hiding

Cause I don't wanna live my life like this
Anxious
I gotta lot of good in me to give
But I'm anxious
So many things I know I miss
Cause I'm anxious
I wish I could shake this
I don't wanna be anxious