i miss myself

(album: dear amelia - 2022)

I've gone through way too many versions of me
Wish one would stay a while
When did I go to feeling like nobody?
Should have took my time

And all the tears I cried for you
Made me forget a part of who I used to be

I miss myself
I miss myself
I miss myself

I miss myself
I miss myself
I miss myself

I tie my tongue 'cause I can't help but think
I talk just like a child
I'll keep pretending that I feel everything
At least just for a while

And all the tears I cried for you
Made me forget a part of who I used to be

I miss myself
I miss myself
Wish you could help

I miss myself
I miss myself
I miss myself

And all the tears I cried for you
Made me forget a part of who
I used to be, I used to love
I used to care for me so much

So every year it escalates
Till I become more what I hate
I know I should apologize
But there's too many stupid lies

And now I'm tryna feel the ground
So I don't have to let me down
I lost myself to be like you
And now I fucking miss me too

I miss myself
I miss myself