i thot you were cool

(album: dear amelia - 2022)

I thought you thought what I did was so cool
I'm pretty fucked for looking up to you
I can't anymore
You told me I was special unlike anyone else
Such a trend setter, but I can't read a room
If only I knew better, I wouldn't be here
With you

Why does it feel like the only thing I can do
Is give my body to you?
Call me a bitch, call me a prude

Why does it feel like the only thing I can do
Is give my body to you?
Call me a bitch, call me a prude

You knew I knew, but I wished it wasn't true
I'm so naive thinking this meant more to you
I see you all the time
You always make an entrance
You live in my mind
How could I understand it?
Hate that you don't even try
You always got me thinking
I shouldn't be here with you

Why does it feel like the only thing I can do
Is give my body to you?
Call me a bitch, call me a prude

Why does it feel like the only thing I can do
Is give my body to you?
Call me a bitch, call me a prude