Nirvana

Pipe that shit up, TnT
Mm-mm, mm, uh

If you're hearing this, it's too late (Late)
I've been writing this since Tuesday, today Friday
That mean tomorrow's doomsday (Yeah, yeah)
Tried to fight the pain, but it ate me alive
Sad to say I lost the battle against my mind (Mm-mm)
You should be happy for me, homie, no more suffering (Sufferin')
We all got a day, I guess we'll see each other then (See each other)
I hope that Heaven's real and one day we can reunite (Yeah, yeah)
And don't be crying for me, I lived a wonderful life
I went on tour and seen the world and met all of my fans (My fans)
I can't lie, I wish I could do that shit again (Shit again)
Made plenty money, wrote my will, my kids is good
Hopefully they don't grow up so misunderstood (Misunderstood)
I moved my momma out the hood and bought her a home
Even though me and her husband never got along (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Bought all my niggas brand new cars and watched them flex
Wanted niggas to know I loved them before I left (Yeah)
I bought a brand new house in Houston, left it to my pops (Yeah)
Take the fam with ya nigga, we all we got (All we got)
In they face the whole time, begging for help
For years, ready to die but scared of death (Yeah, oh)
I tried to pop a couple pills, they just made me sleep (Yeah, yeah)
I left the house without my gun, niggas faking they beef
I poured a half a pint of wock in a two liter soda
Stuck as fuck, couldn't move, I thought it was over (Over)
False alarm, nigga
I told the world how I was feeling, my worst decision (My worst)
Since this fame and all these millions, they treat me different (Different)
Tired of fake smiles and broken hearts, it's fuck the world
Fuck the money and the cars, the jewelry and the girls (Yeah, yeah)
They all treat me like I'm him, I feel so alone (Yeah, yeah)
Like I'm just a walking come up without a soul (Yeah, yeah)
I hope, this ain't how they remember me
Thought accomplishing my dreams would end my misery (Misery)
I've been this way for awhile, lost as a child (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Momma always telling me smile, she's so in denial
Still wishing I had some help (Help)
What the fuck? Make a nigga run off and blast himself

Mm-yeah