Charlie

(album: This Kind Of Thing Doesn't Last - 2022)

Where am I
I don't remember
I can't recall any December
I feel like I'm getting bad again

Standing on the other door side
I don't want to cry but I
Can't recall a time I could just stop the feeling
I could not cry
Maybe I just grew up different
When I felt so small
Maybe I'm just indifferent
The one who no one calls

Where am I
I don't remember
I can't recall any December
I feel like I'm getting bad again

Pouring rain and driving down the highway
Is the only time I feel alive
My favorite movie playing
I realized I was Charlie the whole time
I've always been afraid of leaving all I've ever known
I don't think I'm very good at being alone

TV always on but I don't listen
Instead of going out I just stay in
I'm sorry that I never pay attention
TV always on but I don't listen
Instead of going out I just stay in
I'm sorry that I never pay attention
TV always on but I don't listen
Instead of going out I just stay in
I'm sorry that I never pay attention

I feel like I'm getting bad again
I feel like I'm getting bad again

TV always on but I don't listen
Instead of going out I just stay in
I'm sorry that I never pay attention