Wanderust

(album: Hestia - 2021)

You could walk your way to the corners of the map
And the world will never feel so small
You'll wonder why you ever even left this place at all

I spent time wandering the world just to buy myself some time
I spent time trying to believe a lie
And I find the further that we go, the world just feels so small
You'll wonder why you ever left this place at all

And so I sink a heavy heart into the ocean
I sink a heavy heart into the sea
And the path of getting old
Has never felt so fucking cold
I sink a heavy heart into the ocean

I've built homes that I couldn't keep so I burned them to the ground
I broke hearts only to be left behind
False hope in a dead dream living like gambler spinning out
You only miss 'em when you keep them in your mind

And so I sink a heavy heart into the ocean
I sink a heavy heart into the sea
And the path of getting old
Has never felt so fucking cold
I sink a heavy heart into the ocean

I could write a sailor song and sing it at the shore
I could scream another at the sun
Our tangled vines, I burnt alive and knowing not what for
I would trade a thousand nights for one

And so I sink a heavy heart into the ocean
I sink a heavy heart into the sea
And the path of getting old
Has never felt so fucking cold
I sink a heavy heart into the ocean

I spent time wandering the world just to buy myself some time
I spent time trying to believe a lie
And I find the further that we go, the world just feels so small
You'll wonder why you ever left this place at all